Saturday, June 23, 2012

Definition of happiness!!!

Happiness!! Sometimes i really wonder, what make people happy? A lot of incidents in life touches your heart, lot hurt you. In a day we come across many such things. Everyone of us, have different definitions of happiness.Few incidents could be, bonus amount is big - happy, Saturday evening party-happy. There are lot of small things which can make you happy at the same time many small things can hurt you. Today is special day for me which has taught me enough to cherish my life.

As usual my day started early, improper rest in last night made me lethargic.Somehow I convinced myself to leave bed. As per my morning schedule, I dressed up and started walking towards GYM. On my way from home to GYM there are many construction sites. Morning time generally you will hear yelling of labours children, work in those construction sites. I choose to ignore and continued walking. I reached GYM and started workout. All the while just one thought, how Almighty can give me this punishment. Why have I been suffering like this, Is this a reward of my honesty? I was wondering why other people who never be honest have any problem. Anyway somehow i finished my work-out and started walking towards my home. But i think GOD has listened to me and answered my questions.

There was something very unusual, a grey maruthi van had stopped in front of construction site. There were two people sitting in van, one middle aged lady and a man of nearly of same age. First I was wondering why they stopped at this deserted place. I stopped for a moment and to my surprise many kids of labours run towards van, i think kids knows them. Very next event had throbbed me. Lady started throwing some food to those kids, and all kids started fighting for that food. People sitting inside van started enjoying that moment. As soon as those kids finished thrown food, lady and man, thrown some more food and watched how kids were fighting for that food. Lady was giggling and enjoying how kids were struggling for that food. It continued for ten minutes.You can call me emotional fool or idiot, but tears rolled out of my eyes. I wished, i could do something for them., but in our country there are many kids like that.

I thanked GOD from bottom of my heart and promised myself never to give up for any difficult situation. I really see happiness is within. You can choose to be happy in any difficult situation or can give up. For kids happiness was in eating food, for people sitting in van happiness was watching some people in pain. I promised to myself I will never try to find happiness in anyone pain. After all someone has said "Some cause happiness wherever they go ; others whenever they go" Choice is yours :)

Sunday, March 6, 2011

Journey to Wurzburg...

Life is full of surprises.Every passing moment always have somthing for you. I have travelled Wurzburg on 5th March along with few of my office colleagues. This was my first journey outside Nuremberg in 2011. We have purchased the tickets and board the train. Everything was well and i was enjoying the train journey. Suddenly one of my colleague has asked me how did i come to Bangalore? Everthing has flash back in front of my eyes,a journey which i started in 2000. Was in last year of BSc., invovled in fun, freaking out with friends, was not serious at all about the career . Was not sure how to answer my colleague, how did i reach here. Never mind my colleague didn't ask me again the same question.
We got down from the train first visited the church and then Wurzburg castle everyone was engrossed in taking snaps. It was all fun everyone was cracking jokes and enjoying sighseeing. There is nothing unusal i could find in castle, except the few pictures which made me think about life again, picture was of demolition of wuzburg in 16th March 1945. I realized how much disaster happened in 1945 world war, and how they have overcome. We came out from castle and start walking on the roads of Wurzburg near to river.
Thought of from where and how did i come here start crawling in my mind again. Lot has happened in these 11 years of life, (sanmacs) Delhi , (VIT) vellore, (CSS) Chennai and then in Bangalore. Love, Friends, hate, fight, break-up and then family lot i have seen in these 11 years. I was finding quite difficult to answer my colleague question.
Nonetheless we all have walked the road and reached to the city centre of Wurzburg. As we entered in city-centre i was greeted with surprise one person was standing with glass of wine. As i have moved forward , saw many people were drinking. My other colleagues have followed me. After a walk to city-centre we have gone to another castle, it was completely deserted other than our group couldn't find single one. At the top of castle we could see whole city. City was looking beautiful in moon-light and in dim light of street bulbs.
Finally at the end, we stared walking towards railway station and i realized it might be last time for me in Wurzburg, i might never come back to Wurzburg in life. This thought has filled me with nostalgic feeling. I somewhere experinced that's how I have passed my through out life. Few of the relations are ended without even giving the last long farewell. All through my journey back to Nuremberg i was keep thinking about all people with them i am not in touch anymore. All those people who really meant alot for me....
In evening 8:40 we reached nuremberg station , I said bye to everyone and came back home. Whole day walk made me tired. I just went to bed and slept.. For another day..another unfinished jouney.

Sunday, August 10, 2008

Never be a mirror of your own shadow

The best teacher of life is time. Every passing moment gives the experience of yourself. As the times grows we get to know more about ourself and shockingly but well said we find it difficult to face ourself than anyone-else. I really find it difficult to be a mirror to my own shadow...Every now and then I follow route on which if some one else walks I disgust them..The best thing which can describe you is the way you carry relationship..Everyday we meet so many people behave with them either cheerfully or rudely or politely...Depending mostly on our mood .Did you always thought if you encounter with same treatment how will you feel .. The best thing of the relation is we never know when it will end and worst thing it can be any day.

To be continued.

Thursday, June 12, 2008

Life is an exam..where there is no time for revision

One birth, life and death, humans start passing their life in struggle. Like a candle, to enlighten its boundaries,candle starts burning. People in dark find the way in candle-flame. But they never try to know when a candle is over and never think its required too. Instead lighten-up another one.

But don't forget even if candle-flame is over, it leaves wax around. So as we, humans always leave memories behind . Never try to understand the value of people when they are around.